Help!!! i feel really sorry for michael Jackson?

You are right and I understand how you feel. I understood him before he died and after he died. He was just a tortured soul with an Identity issue. It was meant for him to live his life the way he did. He was tortured by all who did not understand him. His Identity crisis because he just wanted to fit in. Many people just did not understand him. Yes I looked at videos and at his childhood history and he was a nice person. He loved children because they are so innocent and do not judge as harsh as adults do. So why not have a child or someone who is open in mind and heart to be his friend. He was a gentle soul who is at rest now. You are probably a a big fan and have a right to feel the way you do. I don't like to see people get hurt either or mistreated. You have a big heart.